
It has been a while.
Nine years, in fact, since I last wrote anything here. At the time we were living in Tsavo in the bush, following elephants, filming, and trying to turn four years of dust, drought, rain, frustration and occasional good fortune into The Elephant Queen.
Then we left the field to return to the UK to raise the money to finish the film – and I stopped writing. There was never any intention to do so – but the wildlife that had inspired me was no longer part of our lives. Two years of travel and post-production followed.
We had plans for another film – this time returning to where we had started – underwater. A film we had always wanted to make about a coral reef.
It never happened.
In 2024, Vicky died and my world fell apart.
For more than forty years, every wild place I knew and loved was a place we had discovered together. We were a team. Everything we did, we did together – whether that was making a film, designing and building a house or raising our boys. There wasn’t much overlap except in our determination and passion and love for our family – we had complimentary talents – and that’s why our partnership worked so well.
Together, we spent a disproportionate amount of our lives waiting for animals to do something. Our lives were spent outside in the wild – decades living under canvas
So perhaps it is not surprising that, when I eventually found myself needing to make sense of things again, I returned to the wild.
Only this time the landscape wasn’t Tsavo.
It was home.
Our cottage in the far west of Cornwall sits on the cliffs, above the Atlantic, on a stretch of wild coast where Cornwall’s granite spine pushes out into the ocean. It’s remote, exposed and the weather, when it comes, arrives horizontally. Around it is a patchwork of rough land – cliffs, a sandy cove, willow scrub, bracken and steep valleys with the occasional horizontal hawthorn sculpted by the wind. It is land Vicky and I loved and, over the years, had gradually acquired.
There was no grand plan and we did nothing with it.
Some of it was simply land we didn’t want to see bought and tidied up. A damp corner that was better wet. A hillside of scrub that seemed much more interesting if left to itself.
Gradually though, after Vicky’s death, I started to wonder what would happen if, instead of leaving it alone, I simply tried to give natural processes a little more room.
The filmmaker in me inevitably wanted to know – what if?
What if I planted trees – could I recreate patches of the twisted, stunted forest that once cloaked the cliffs? What if I planted a hillside with Alder Buckthorn – would it attract brimstone butterflies? What if I put in more water?
The ground had always been wet, but when it rained, the surface water flowed into the valleys – creating watercourses that were only a mile or two long before they discharged over the cliff.
Could I persuade it to stay a while?
I dug ponds.
Nothing complicated or lined – just holes in the ground in a hollow in the landscape.

Within days, water beetles found them. Then pond skaters. Dragonflies arrived, followed by a pair of moorhens. Plants appeared that I hadn’t planted. A grey wagtail discovered the shallow leat feeding the upper pond, and snipe probed the margins.
I discovered that there is something deeply satisfying about creating habitat and watching wildlife move in.
You dig a muddy hole.
It rains.
And somehow, somewhere, a diving beetle finds out.
Six months later, the ponds look as though they have always been there.
It reminded me of something we saw repeatedly in Africa. Wildlife is extraordinarily good at exploiting opportunity. It just needs to be given a chance.
I started recording species – it gave a purpose to walking out with our dog, Salty, every day. Slowly, I realised I was beginning to view it as a living memorial to Vicky. When I sat on one of the rough stone benches beside the ponds, I felt closer to her.
Gradually, memory and reflection were joined by appreciation and excitement – the excitement of what I might hear or see each day – the song of a grasshopper warbler or a glimpse of an otter.

This small patch of Cornwall has now become Rose-an-Hale Reserve.
‘Reserve’ sounds quite grand – this isn’t – it’s more a pocket reserve. It’s no Serengeti. No elephants wander past the cottage and there are no leopards to be concerned about if I let Salty out at night. The predators here are mostly sparrow hawks, foxes and otters. They are no less important or intriguing.
I’m increasingly fascinated by what is here.
The closer I look, the bigger it gets.
A moth trap left out overnight can produce species I’ve never seen before. A few square metres of cliff contains an entire community of lichens and tiny plants adapted to salt and wind. At low tide, the rock-pools below the cottage open up another world entirely. In the cove there are sunfish, dolphins, seals and, increasingly, bluefin tuna. Circling above them all are flocks of those most Cornish of birds – choughs.
After thirty years of pointing cameras at some of Africa’s largest animals, I find myself becoming inordinately excited about a moth just five millimetres long.
I’m not entirely sure whether this represents progress, but I’ve started writing about it again.
The new journal is on the Rose-an-Hale website, and the latest piece is called ‘Dig it, they will come‘ — about the ponds and what happened after I introduced water back into the landscape.
You can subscribe and read it here.
I’ll continue to put occasional pieces here, particularly when there’s something that connects these two rather different wild places. But most of the day-to-day discoveries and posts from the reserve will now appear at Rose-an-Hale.
If you’ve somehow remained subscribed to this blog through nine years of silence, thank you!
I’m so pleased you’re still here.
Mark





























